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Top 5 S/Heroes

Looking back we are able to see how our movement has changed and grown throughout the years. Some, however, have stayed the same. This post is dedicated to the sheroes and heroes of our time who continue to help and inspire us as we defend our human rights.

5. The first hero is America. Why? If it wasn’t for the Anti-immigrants and Pro-immigrants many of us wouldn’t have joined the movement. Anti’s, your comments and racist laws have pushed us into action. A special shout out to the school staff that many times have traumatized us or helped us along the way. Thank you, your understanding, or lack thereof, towards education when it comes to undocumented youth has served as energy to find those missing answer to help others after us. America, your state and federal laws have made us more determined to organize. America you have taught me how not to be, to change what is wrong and to fight for what I believe in.

4. There is something that all of our stories have in common, whether you are documented or not, and that is our 4th s/hero of the day. The fourth s/hero of our movement is our struggles. Everyone’s stories mentions some sort of obstacle, pain and/or disadvantage. These battles are what bring us together. Talking or reading about overcoming life connects us in a way no one looking from the outside will understand; that’s why when someone shares their story for the first time we are able to cry with them without knowing them. The hardships we’ve faced have molded us and pushed us into activism activating this anger and hunger for change is something we all have in common thanks to our conflicts.

3. Now, once we have taken that initial step into activism while taking part in all these crazy events and late night meetings with our organization, there is more to do. With each year this movement has become more and more cyber friendly. There’s no way dreamactivist would have existed without the internet. Many youth hear about an event or meeting through facebook, twitter, youtube and more. Youth locked up in their rooms thinking they are alone who one day decide to google “undocumented” and find us are proof that the internet, and other electronics, are sheroes and heroes to our movement. How would we organize without gmail, facebook chat, skype and more? Even though we physically aren’t able to see each other, electronically we’re there for each other whenever we need someone to speak to who doesn’t judge and simply understands.

2. After seeing, reading and hearing thousands of stories from both documented and undocumented people it’s certain that we share similar inspirations and values. Common threads woven into each of our stories are: family, education, work, service and justice. If it weren’t for our shared values and inspirations I don’t think this movement would be where it is today and that’s why they are our top 2 s/heroes.

1. I bet when everyone started reading this post they started thinking of individuals who could be heroes because of their media publicity, years in the movement, actions they took part in and more. To actually raise successful movements those who have developed certain skills are suppose to teach others to build not dependant individuals but independent revolutionaries that can teach others, think and act for themselves after learning the required organizing skills. I understand that someone’s actions or words inspire one to take a stand for justice; however, that person is just like anyone else and if they feel superior to others, they need a privilege check. Everyone is a hero, everyone is a leader and there are no specific criteria to be accepted or recognized. Everything that is done for the movement, no matter how big or small, is just as valuable. Why idolize a “hero” who makes other’s work feel less appreciated or less important? Why idolize a “leader” that hogs the spotlight silencing the voices of all the other youth they work with? That totally goes against everything we stand for and want to demonstrate through our actions and words. Therefore, the number 1 s/heroes of this movement are each other.

 

-Angy

Independence & Freedom… for some at least.

While everyone enjoys this long weekend that commemorates a national holiday with picnics, fireworks and fun; I sit back and wonder if we really do celebrate equal independence and freedom for all humans in the good old USA.

Some 234 (right?!? correct me if I’m wrong) colonials decided to declare their independence from England due to not having equal rights. Afters years of fights and countless lives lost, the colonials were free and became 1st class citizens. At the same time, a group formed that were treated as less than human beings because… well, someone had to be treated less than those that were deserving of the freedom and justice in America.

With each decade and century that passed, groups of communities fight against the status quo to challenge the fact that they are treated as 2nd class citizens: Women, African Americans, LGBT, workers, etc… It isn’t until years later that a group becomes recognized and receives some independence and freedom.

Did you know that over $2.5 million worth of American Flags were imported in 2009 from China? How Patriotic

I look into my corner of the workdays see my community love and embrace this country for the ideals and principles it stands for. In my community, the 4th of July is a huge deal. They show their patriotism and loyalty for the country that opened its arms to them. My family appreciates the history of this country on moral character and standing up for those less fortunate. I don’t see it that way. How can I celebrate freedom when my own family and community is oppressed and not recognized by a country they love? Freedom, they believe they have but they aren’t fully free because they are chained and treated as dirt and despite all obstacles, they still stand.

 

As a child born and raised in the United States of America, I am recognized as an actual human being and have freedom and independence, my family and community do not. How can this be? Am I a 1st class citizen and my parents/family/community/everyone else 2nd class citizens? Does this mean I should also oppress those and silence those less than me? Gee, way to show freedom and independence.

I honestly don’t believe that we are all free and independent especially if a group or groups are not equal. This whole notion of celebrating a holiday that means this is pointless. Celebrating this while so many around us aren’t like us is contradicting.

Call me unpatriotic, call be disloyal or a traitor but honestly if I’m going to celebrate liberty, I’ll do it once recognition, acceptance and proper treatment of your fellow man and womyn are given. No excuse should be given to treat anyone as a 2nd class citizen, status shouldn’t be a barrier since patriotism and loyalty to fortunate countries is shown always. When America stands up for those that once didn’t matter and were ignored, I will show my patriotism; until then, enjoy the store sales and steep discounts.

-TheNormaJ

UndocuQueer

My name is Felipe and I’m Undocumented and Queer

Growing up undocumented wasn’t easy at all and to this date it’s still not easy, thingskeep getting harder and as the years pass I face more obstacles because of my status.It’s something that I can’t control and sadly have no power over. The feeling of notbeing able to make my own decisions and feeling of being imprisoned and unseen in the country I grew up is sad.

But growing up gay and undocumented made things more difficult. People don’t believe me but I knew I was gay since my first recollections of memory, since I was 5 years old.I grew up feeling different and experiencing different feelings and feelings that societykept telling me were wrong. Growing up I first experienced being gay and that dealt witha lot of shame, not know knowing what to do and who to reach out to because of fearof rejection. I later experienced being undocumented in High School, not being able to enjoy the same rights my friends were experiencing such as driving, having a summerjob, being able to travel and being able to apply for special schools during high school.That’s when being gay and undocumented intertwined, they but both led to me feelinga lot of shame for being gay and undocumented because of social norms. For me beingin the closet wasn’t just about my sexuality it was also about me being undocumented. Growing up as a kid I blamed sexuality for the things I was going through. Growing upI let society shape me, I let it decide how I felt and how I acted and I took it. I was livinga big lie, lying to my family about my sexuality and lying to friends about my status andsexuality and not being to be true to myself.

I felt alone and thinking that I was the only one going through this. I didn’t know anyundocumented or even queer people for that matter until my high school years. Growing up in a macho centric culture and being the only son sure didn’t make things easier. Ifelt more pressure to make those around me happy and leaving my happiness aside. Notbeing able to be myself and struggling with what I was feeling inside led to depressionat age 10. It got to the point that at age 11 and 12 that the only escape from this struggle and unhappiness was suicide. My parents had no idea what I was going through, I was dying inside and in depression but in the outside I was a happy normal kid to them. Myparents were already struggling working nonstop to raise my sister and me amidst the fearof being stopped by police or their work being raided by ICE. I felt like it was never an option to let them know what I was going through, I never wanted them to worry more orand more importantly letting them down because of my sexuality.

Sure coming out gay and undocumented wasn’t easy, it was a long rough process thatled to happiness. I came out gay to my parents when I was in High School and had theirlove and support since then. Coming out gay has helped me gain more control of my life.It has helped me construct my identity, and more importantly I am able to be myself. Iwas at last able to let others know I how felt and I didn’t have to live a lie anymore. Ithas let me feel free and more comfortable with who I am. Coming out as undocumentedlead to more growth and becoming more comfortable with letting others know of my status. It also lead to having less fear. But in comparison to coming out gay, coming outas undocumented only meant coming out. Coming out undocumented didn’t lead to me feeling free, I still feel imprisoned and vulnerable in the country I call my own. Whatangers me more is that it’s an aspect of my life that I have no control over. I am glad and happy to be out as undocumented and gay, it has led to It also lead to having less fearand at least one aspect of my life feels liberated.

I didn’t choose to be gay and I didn’t choose to be undocumented, but if I had the optionof being straight when I was 7,8,9,10 years old I would of said yes, because no kid atthat age should go through or experience what I went through. But it is now that I am reclaiming my queer undocumented identity. It has taken years for me to come to termswith me being undocumented. I have learned to reconcile with my queer identity, afteryears of feeling shame and fear I have learned to love my queer undocumented body.It has been an arduous process I don’t regret any of it. It has been a process of growth and a process that has made me stronger and fearless. I love who I am. The amazingpeople I have encountered and surrounded myself with throughout this process but moreimportantly by the love and support from my parents have made this transition easier. Itis now that I can say I am no longer pleasing anybody, I am no longer waiting for your acceptance, I am no longer waiting for you to feel okay with my sexuality. When was Igiven the chance to feel okay with your heterosexuality?

We’re queer undocumented youth, we can’t no longer afford to be in the closet either asgay or undocumented. We can’t no longer hide, we can’t no longer let those who haven’tbeen in our shoes decide and tell us how to act, how to feel and that this isn’t our home.We have the right to be who ever we want to be; we have right to remain here. It is sadbut the only pathway to citizenship in this country is living a heterosexual lifestyle andthat’s something that is that I am not willing to follow or pursue! I am not demanding heterosexual rights nor do I want them, all I am demanding are human rights. Because I have the right to feel human, because I have to right to feel free in the country that I grewup in, the country I call my own.

Equality for some is not equality for everybody and that’s why I can no longer hide! I canno longer wait! Lets transform this roles of shame we have been trapped in and transform them into roles of pride! We need to act now and It’s now that I can say,

I am Felipe and I’m Undocumented and Queer I am Out and Proud.

 

 

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