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Flying For The First Time

Angy flying for the first time while undocumented

As I’m writing this I’m sitting in an airplane. I’m flying for the first time today Thursday, July 12, 2012. It’s a 2 hour flight from New York to North Carolina for a training taking place in Charlotte. I couldn’t even sleep thinking about this day. The last time I flew was the day I became undocumented at the age of 3; now, I’m being freed from it.

number 4 for take off.

When I was younger my mother always prohibited me from going into places like this. The DMV, courts and especially the airports were places I was kept away from for our safety. Going to school, and the hospital, for the first time in the USA was also very terrifying for my mother, who was told from multiple friends, never to go there. Recently, I set foot in the DMV and saw the crazy lines friends keep talking about.

number 3 for take off.

I missed my first flight so I’m scheduled to leave on the next one which was an hour after. I had time to buy a Chai hot chocolate and croissant, which I threw away because I thought I wasn’t allowed to have liquids on board. Haha. Fail. I’m flying by myself; this special moment belongs to me alone. And now all of you.

number 2 for take off.

When flying, have your passport ready

I showed the Transportation Security Administration (TSA) my boarding pass and my up to date Colombian passport like I owned the airport, even though inside I was shaking. They let me go by after questioning me about my hair mousse. It’s a good thing everyone on facebook knows about me being undocumented. I updated my status about how nervous I was and received lots of support from calls to texts wishing me well. It’s one of the perks of coming out, the endless support and understanding from folks who get it.

number 1 for take off.

The guy next to me just said a prayer for his safety, I wonder if he prayed while going through security the way I did, there’s danger there as well. I asked the guy at the window if we could switch seats but he ignored me and eventually said no. Some are privileged enough to fly all the time and don’t find the window of interest. I want to see it all. I’m shamelessly taking pictures. I must look like a tourist. We’re told to sit down and buckle up since we’re taking off soon. Final Destination comes to my mind, that thought is then filled with Yanelli’s picture, a young woman who was placed on a plane and separated from her family despite multiple suicide attempts. I’m privileged and lucky enough to be flying on my own will, not being forced like so many before me.

I don’t feel anything while the plane takes off. I’ve been to six flags enough times to get my body used to that empty stomach feeling when you’re up in the air. We’re off the ground. Flying high enough to cut through the clouds and go over them.

Wow.

Angy flying for the first time while being undocumented

Besides the factories and pollution, the Earth looks so beautiful from up here. I can’t tell who’s undocumented and who isn’t. I jut see life. Life that has been destroyed and thought of as insignificant because of statuses we created. I just see land that isn’t assigned to a specific ethnic group or religion, our capitalistic greed divided it and conquered it only for our own benefit.

This flight won’t be like the first one, as I land I’ll be undocumented again. But something has changed. 20 minutes till we reach our destination. I want to cry because I just overcame one of the many obstacles I placed on myself because I lack a social security number. Flying while undocumented. I couldn’t continue to chant “undocumented and unafraid” but not practice the unafraid part. We practice being fearless in different ways, so at my own pace, I’m doing it too.

We’re all getting ready to leave. The plane just started to descend and it feels like a roller coaster. The beautiful state of North Carolina awaits me. I’ll get to experience this again on my flight back to New York. Hopefully it won’t be the last time I set foot on a plane.

I left something up in between the air and clouds. No, not my luggage. Fear.

Deferred Action: Band-aid Relief Only For Some

For months, undocumented youth have been pressuring Obama, and those around him, to stop the deportations of Dream Act eligible youth. One of the best examples is when over 5 Obama for America offices were successfully “undoccupied”, by youth from the National Immigrant Youth Alliance, some weeks ago. Some offices were shut down way before the youth even got there and then on Friday June 15, 2012 Barack Obama made an announcement that there would be a policy change in order to stop the deportations of some youth, known as deferred action.

A few days later, the energy is felt in the New York State Youth Leadership Council’s conference room as we hear Attorney Lauren Burke talk with us about deferred action. We come from all over the world and even though some won’t qualify for this policy change, they support it anyway. There are about 300 people watching through live stream, two of our offices are filled with people, some are sitting on the floor, some are standing in the back and I’m sitting on a sound amplifier because there are no more empty chairs. Hands are flying up and down with questions on how this would affect them, “will my parents be outed if I apply?”, “is the application process free?”, “how can I prove I’ve been here for 5 years?”, “will this help me obtain citizenship?”.

According to Barack Obama, we should no longer be worrying about deportations because we are protected under deferred action. So why is it that many are still skeptical about this whole thing?

Throughout the years I’ve come to memorize Obama’s speeches, specifically the section about immigration, education and how it intersects, creating a baby called the Dream Act. He’ll talk about the future doctors, teachers and engineers who cannot work in their field because they lack the proper documentation. Then, he’ll mention deportation practices and state that only criminals are being sent back when in reality, it’s children, parents and grandparents as well. However, these speeches are used strategically around specific times of his presidency in which he feels the need to remind the audience that he’s still the change we once hoped for and believed in. Why else would he announce a change to an immigration policy now that he’s running for re-election? There is no doubt in my mind that this is a political game.

Too many DreamActivist.org petitions and call to actions have taught me that people are still being deported left and right, no matter where they’re from or where they live in the United States. On August 18, 2011, Obama announced prosecutorial discretion which would stop the deportation of those who meet certain requirements, in my opinion, this new announcement of deferred action proves that prosecutorial discretion has been ineffective. We’ve been down this road before, which is why questioning this new policy is my first immediate reaction. Then I think about all the people that, because of one reason or another, cannot apply for deferred action and it saddens me as well as angers me. It’s obvious that many will still be put in deportation proceedings. Some of these folks being left out are friends, family and youth I’ve worked with, who like the rest of us, have dreams for a better future. It’s as if we’re applying a band-aid to a large wound; it may stop bleeding for a few seconds but after a bit it’ll need real treatment which means we’re back to square one.

Deferred action does not create a path to citizenship, and while some youth may enjoy two years of a quasi-normal life, at the end of the day, they continue to be undocumented. My hope is that this policy change does not hush the voices of youth who have worked to get their voices heard thus far and that we don’t get distracted from the real fights still happening in our very own backyard.

One of the fears of giving undocumented youth access to financial aid is: what will happen to them after college? With this change in policy, qualifying youth will now be able to work legally all over the country and contribute back to it, including New York. Despite the New York Dream Act not becoming a reality in 2012, there’s no reason Governor Cuomo would not support it now that youth have the ability to legally work once this is implemented. The need for relief and real change is evident.

Seeing STARS: What About Me?

The recent introduction of the republican bill, Studying Towards Adjusted Residency Status Act (STARS) by Congressman David Rivera of Miami continues the tradition of insincerity with which republican politicians bewilderingly approach issues, that they would clearly prefer to ignore or reject altogether. There is always a reluctance to put forward legislation that actually meets the needs. Mitt Romney asks us to self deport while Marc Rubio proposes a revolutionary measure that would allow DREAMers to remain in a purgatorial state of no man’s land. And now, this most recent pandering to a growing latino bloc, which every forecaster has proclaimed is essential to political power. A bloc which overwhelmingly favors DREAM Act legislation.

At this moment being a republican must be a quandary. How do you get a significant bloc on your side, without changing your platform? Judging from the political grappling, you give them a little without providing too much. The transparency of these ‘proposals’ is becoming more explicit, regardless of the DREAMers that they crouch behind. And now, STARS. In his endeavor to relieve the burden of the vast numbers of undocumented youth, Rep. Rivera has proposed to provide a means to citizenship for those under 19 years old. Thank you sir. And what of the others? The begrudging nature of these republican proposals underscore their intent. It is not to provide relief or meet the needs of a threatening constituency, it is to appease and calm them.

It is rather like the NY DREAM Fund passing, to quiet, or beguile those hoping for real change. It is not as effective or competent, merely minimalist legislation. A magician’s trick to charm. Is any legislation really better than no legislation? That seems to be the message that they are pushing along the way. Is it better to save some minds than to have them wasted? It is probably better to not waste minds and futures to start, especially when it comes at the cost of a decades worth of DREAMers.

Perhaps, this ruse may be more apparent had they been more progress on DREAM Act legislation. But let’s be honest, it is the failure of the administration or the powers that gives room for the narrow, deceptive legislation that panders and condescends. It is hard not to pay attention, when I keep reading about the DREAMers that get caught and put into deportation procedures. It is hard not to pay attention, when I am hesitant about the competency of the administration to deliver. And still, with options like that of Rubio and Rivera and the general stratagem of the GOP, there is nowhere to look but to the democratic leadership for common sense legislation. Keep DREAMing!


This post is an opinion piece and does not reflect the views, ideas or beliefs of the NYSYLC.

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